Describing Me :3

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Walaupun banyak orang bilang jangan percaya rasi bintang dan bla-bla, sebagai seorang cewek buat gue ini godaan yang sangat menggiurkan! Lagipula, klo memang bisa memotivasi, kenapa engga? dan karena banyak hal-hal bagus tertulis disana, gue memutuskan untuk mempercayainya :))

Menurut gue (tolong jangan dihitung fakta bahwa gue sedikit mengidap narsisme) artikel ini cukup akurat kok. jadilah gue tergoda buat sedikit membahasnya di blog. So why don't we talk about me according to my zodiac?

Sifat dan Karakter Cewek Zodiak Sagitarius (23 November - 20 Desember)

Wanita jangkung, langsing dan anggun -jangkung!! naik 3 cm dalam kurun waktu 5 tahun sepertinya kurang meyakinkan >.<-, yang akan berjalan dengan penuh kebanggaan bagaikan sedang berjalan di panggung kontes kecantikan. Jika ia terpeleset, atau hampir jatuh, ia akan menutupinya dengan manis dan melanjutkan langkahnya dengan anggun dan meyakinkan -walaupun dalam hati memaki-maki, pastinya :D-. Ia pandai menggunakan make-up untuk mempercantik dirinya. Ia selalu bisa melihat dunia secara positif, maka wajahnya selalu nampak bahagia. Ia tidak akan menyerah dengan mudah. Tipe wanita penuh percaya diri yang percaya pada penampilan dan gaya sendiri. ---> I'm the miss Sunshine!!

Ia tidak akan mengikuti mode, tetapi selalu berusaha tampil dengan gaya yang berada diantara sederhana dan terlalu modern -kalimat yang sangat menghibur buat seorang pemudi pas2an yang tinggal di kota besar seperti Bandung-. Ia adalah orang yang sangat terbuka, bahkan terkadang terlalu apa adanya. Orangnya jujur,dan tidak pernah mencoba mencari masalah untuk orang lain. Ia terkadang mengatakan hal yang tidak semestinya anda ingin dengar. Tapi dia juga bisa mengatakan banyak hal yang menyenangkan pada saat yang sama. Misalnya, ia mungkin akan berkata “Rasanya pengen deh kamu bisa dapet duit lebih banyak, jadi kamu bisa beli baju lebih bagusan, tapi mending tetep deh. Abis, kalau kamu terus mikirin dapet duit banyak, ntar malah jadi sibuk and ngga ada waktu buat aku.” Anda mungkin akan bingung mendengar kata-kata ini, apakah anda akan marah atau anda akan malah semakin menyayanginya. <-- I love how the author made an example of it. and yes, you're gonna love me XD

Ia juga memiliki jiwa yang bebas dan tidak suka tinggal di rumah. Ia suka dilindungi, tetapi bukan berarti dia mau diperintah-perintah. Ia tidak bisa menghargai pria lemah -atau jaman sekarang bisa dibilang: nggak suka cowok alay!! mari kita underline, this is a very important point!-. Jika ia berusaha mengungguli anda, maka anda harus tenang dan mencoba mengendalikan dia dengan membatasinya, dengan cara melakukan hal yang sama kepadanya. Ia akan mau mendengar anda jika ia menghormati anda. Ia suka menjadi diri sendiri dan menyukai cowok yang menjadi dirinya sendiri.

Ia adalah wanita yang tidak suka banyak tingkah, jadi anda tidak akan mendengar dia akan berkata “Tebak,abis ini aku mau ngapain,” atau “tebak, aku lagi mikir apa”, karena ia selalu mengatakan apa yang ada dipikirannya secara terbuka. Jika anda tidak bisa mengerti dirinya mengenai hal ini, maka anda akan sangat mudah putus dengannya.

Ia melihat masalah dalam hidupnya sebagai suatu episode lucu saja -yeah, I even make fun of my own heartbreaking stories o_O-. Ia cenderung ceroboh, tetapi itu adalah sifat alaminya. Anda mungkin berpikir hal ini manis, tetapi mungkin bagi beberapa cowok tipe rapi, hal ini sangat mengesalkan. Ia sangat ramah, maka ia dapat dengan mudah membuat musuh menjadi teman akrab -I love this one!-. Ia memiliki selera yang baik dalam hal makanan, pakaian, dan layanan-layanan kelas satu. Bahkan mereka yang tergolong miskin dalam zodiak ini, akan selalu berusaha untuk mendapat yang terbaik. -LOL!- Ia dapat membelanjakan uangnya seakan ia tidak mengerti susahnya mencari uang. Jika anda berpikir untuk meminjaminya uang, pikirkan ulang.-pinjami tanpa memikirkan kapan harus dikembalikan XD-  Mereka cenderung paranoid -in my case, spooky things!.

Jika anda merasa menyukainya, dia mungkin sudah berpikir bahkan mengenai pernikahan, kehilangan kebebasan, dan seterusnya. Ia adalah wanita yang sangat menyukai sport. Ia adalah wanita biasa yang mungkin saja berdandan seperti cewek tomboy. Ia memiliki lebih banyak teman cowok daripada teman cewek, dan terkadang bertingkah seperti cowok diantara temannya -dan tidak dianggap cewek oleh teman-temannya >.<. Ia tidak mempedulikan gosip, maka ia terkadang pulang malam,dan tidak peduli apa yang digosipkan tetangga mengenai dirinya -HELL YEAH!. Ia berpikir mengenai kedua sisi dari segala permasalahan sekaligus, anda akan tahu sendiri, maka anda tidak perlu peduli apa yang dipikirkan orang. --> Bold, underlined! anybody hardly know, but not after this ;)

Penampilan yang polos dan kecerdikannya adalah pesona utamanya -polos? errr.... Ia seringkali terluka oleh cinta, tetapi tidak pernah takut untuk mencari cinta yang baru, seakan ia menyanyikan /“Do that to me one more time.”/ --> hey, good example!  Ia suka jujur dan terbuka Ia tidak akan berputar-putar untuk mengatakan apa yang ia ingin katakan. Jika anda menemuinya dan mengatakan apa yang anda pikirkan langsung, maka ia akan mengagumi anda.. 

-dikutip dari sumber yang bisa dipercaya (kecuali bagian yang dicoret :P) karena membuat gue terlihat seperti cewek Sagitarius keren XD~ *in fact, I don't know where actually this article started from -__-a

Unsent Email Last Part: Love Song

Dear Patience,

I believe it will take a while until you read my e-mail, but that’s no problem. I’m happy that you’re doing good with Gray, and honestly I’m kinda impressed. I just want to say a few things, not too important, but they just appears in my mind when I try to remember how we did this far.

Firstly, you. Bon-bon, you’re amazing. You surely grow up a lot as a woman. To tell the truth, I don’t know how exact hard it is to face your problem, I know it’s hard but I never experience that hard feeling myself. I mean look at me, Gray chose me over you at one time, and I even couldn’t hold myself just to make my relationship with him better. But you hold on so much, in some way people would think it’s ridiculous, but when it comes to the solve, you won.

And you’re so full of good things. Someday, I wish I can forgive and accept people the way you do. Not forgetting your absolute patience and understanding, you have a really big heart. I admire the way you love people, not only your lover, but also your friends. In some points, maybe you show your weakness, but you never give up on that. You have to be proud of who you are now, bon-bon, whatever people think about you, we people who know you well would never bored to say that you’re a wonderful woman.

And then Gray. You know what’s funny, I have a tought once, that his nature lies after his name. It’s gray-Gray, he hardly classified as a black-Gray or white-Gray, he’s just inbetween (but don’t count Gandalf the Gray in this theory, he’s gray because his hair colored so xD). Sometimes we find him very annoying with his self-centered attitude, but sometimes we find him a very charming prince. He’s just both in a difficult way to say, he’s unpredictable and unstable, and gray.

He contacts me once in a while, saying an apology. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I read his message. You, bon-bon, your intervention in his life just start good things inside him. I know there would be a lot of good changes in him, awaits to be awaken by you, and if it’s you, thay couldn’t be impossible. So do your best!

When I read your previous e-mail, I gotta say something to you. I agree that Grey is best in his home. But don’t misunderstand that statement. Gray’s home would be in your town, in his adress, and also in your heart. Your bestfriends say he needs to move there again because they’re afraid of another ‘accident’ by the distance. But I believe you and I never underestimate your love influence in him.

So I would say, like any other bestfriends would, that you gotta do what you think is good. Because I know you’re good by nature. I will always support and pray for you.

Actually, Grey have found his home a long time ago, he might got lost for a while, but he found it again. The home that patiently awaits him, your heart. He could’ve gone wherever possible, but there is only one place to come home (we all feel so about home, don’t we?).

Bon-bon dear, thankyou for letting me listen to your love song. It’s a bit bitter here and there, but it’s really beautiful.

Unsent E-mail part 12: He's Home

Dear Felize,

I’m sorry that I wasn’t around when you left a message last night on the messenger. I write this e-mail to answer your question, because I might not be able to get a direct contact with you in a few days.

Thanks for asking anyway.

Gray and I are doing fine. When we first recovered the relationship, he suddenly became jealousy. He found every boy suspicious and always ask about details about this and that, while you know me, I never care about details. Yeah, we had quiet many argues because of those conditions. But my little heart was happy, Gray had never been jealous before and now he’s afraid of losing me. well that’s cute.

He said to me that he wants details –and sometimes he did his own little research- about me because he wants to be the one knowing me the most.

Which girl is able to get over that? XD~

And so, eventough it was really hard, you know, argueing almost everyday, trying to remember the details he wanted, and those sort of things, we passed it!

It was about two weeks, I guess, then everything went back to normal. No, it’s been even better than normal since that.

A few months ago, I had a really hard life. This love problem burdened my mind and it just affects my activities. Most of the people I know stand against this relationship, which itself also was being problematic, and I felt like I was in hell. But I’m glad I didn’t suicide, so that I can see the happy ending, either with you or with Gray.

It was very sudden, just a few days ago, Gray sent me a message, telling me that he’s coming home. I am soooo exciteeddd to see him again! It’s only a few days off, but who cares, we’re gonna do real date! And I don’t mind if he works there too, it’s a good job and this distance makes us stronger –you know, when you miss someone everyday and then get a chance to meet him, it feels thousand times more exciting even than your first date- and we also have believed each other. That’s why I told you before that I might not be able to get direct contact with you, I’m going to spend a very long weekend with him ♥♥

I can be a little egoistic right now, can’t I?

Gray probably isn’t the type of the best boyfriend, but I know he’s trying his best to make me happy. And eventough some of my friends still pressing me to ask him this and that –like to promise he won’t betray me or to move here permanently- I just don’t want to rush things. For me, knowing his effort to make things better between us, and having him by my side, is already enough. We’ll going to improve step by step on this relationship, and I promise to let you know whether we’re going to get married, lol.

I do believe one good thing will lead to another. However you feel or treated, just do good and everything will turn out even better the next day. And now, perhaps there’s still a lot of my bestfriends who doesn’t accept Gray properly,but I will prove to them that this path will not be a waste moments of lifetime.

Pray for us, bon-bon.

Will write to you again after the long weekend, not so soon I hope.

Patience.